Of course, it is not much to share one’s laptop with one’s pals, but sharing has its limits – admittedly the limits I have drawn are pretty stingy. I find myself searching for clues as to whether the friendship I am proffered is limited to me alone, or whether it extends to my laptop as well. This is not an easy task in any respect, and mostly I catch myself trying to notice nuances that are not there in the first place, but I really do need to know the answer to the question. This brings us to the third problem; my self-esteem has suffered a huge blow because of the acquisition. Because I am suspicious of those around me (a flaw in my thinking, nobody’s fault), I feel that nobody wants to be around me because I am a fun person to be around, but rather for the chance of getting to use my laptop. Let’s just say that because of my laptop, I end up considering the idea of nobody loving me for me. That is pretty shallow of me, yes, but then I can conveniently lay the blame on the recent purchase of the laptop. I never had this worry before; those who wanted to hang around with me did so and I never questioned their motives, whereas those who did not want to hang around with me did not and I did not question their motives either. The Effect of the Laptop.
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